Wow, it’s been a whole week
since I wrote anything. It’s been a whole week since I have felt anything
except Mike’s love. I’m pretty numb right now. I am really close to being in a
full blown depression. I’m no longer angry. I’m rather just resigned right now.
I’m in limbo; caught between bliss and the dark abyss. I’m holding on really
tight and keeping my shit together. Only two more days and I will see the good
Dr and get my brain chemistry balanced out.
I wish I could explain how I feel. Going through this slide this time is different. I feel like I have to keep my chin up and drag my ass out of bed and be a productive member of society. I do this because I know that Mike is counting on me to be ok. I know I can do this.
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