I have felt
like shit for a while now. I have this nagging little low level cold that I
think is trying to turn into a sinus infection. I have spent the last few days
with hot and cold sweats and lethargy. I can’t sleep enough. I finally took
Mike’s advice (he’s always right) and went and bought some Sudafed. Wow! Now I
know why you have to furnish a license to purchase the stuff. I’m high as a
kite and my sinus pressure is gone. Sudafed works on me like Adderall did. My
ADHD is pretty much nil today. This is a fun vacation from the chaos that is my
brain. My doctor stopped my Adderall because he thought it was adding to my
anxiety. I have to say that right now my anxiety level is very manageable. I
think it is because I am so focused. Everything is clean and sharp for the most
part.
I miss the
blistering heat of summer. Well maybe not Summer temps; more like Spring or Fall.
I love a nice 85 degree day with low humidity and a slight breeze. I love to
lay in my hammock and soak up the Sun’s glorious warmth. I miss that right now.
Today, and for the past few days, it has been cool and gloomy. Except for a
freaky few hours last night after the rain had stopped when it got really warm
and humid. We actually closed up the house and put the air on. I was so looking
forward to waking to warm temps and sunshine; figuring that the cold front had
passed. Instead I woke to more gloom and a damp sixty five degrees. What a blah
day. I have to try to find a bright
spot; something to be thankful for or I will get depressed. So, today I am grateful
for the nourishing rain being provided to my garden. There, a silver lining.
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