On a brighter note, I think I have a job.

There is one thing that I do over and over again. It has been a theme throughout my life. It is a pattern that I can’t seem to break. It is a behavior that gets me burned time and again. It happens every few years and just reinforces behavior that has been a staple for my entire life. It is not healthy behavior. It is very damaging to me. So I have decided to end it once and for all. I will no longer fall victim to the trap. I will simply walk away from one single person and I will not have to deal with this heartbreak anymore. I can’t go into details as it will hurt someone that I don’t want to hurt. Walking away should be enough.